We spend a lot of time getting to know others, but we spend a life time getting to know ourselves
Shoot for the stars, so that if you fall, you fall on the clouds
I’ve never been the type of person who could wait to get to the center of a tootsie pop
This is what it looks like to gettt offffff xD. Also some thoughts for today. Hmm first off,for some reason today the saying ” You either die doing a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a villain” ran through my head today and what drives me crazy is, if you don’t like what you’re doing i dont see why don’t you just change it. life is simple either you do or you don’t. not so much thinking is involved, if you wanna be good just start being good theres no need to be sad that your not what you wanna be. we get to choose who we are in our lives. the only fate there is the one you choose for yourself ,fuck we even have so much power we can effect someone elses reality, it all just depends on how badly you want it point blank period.
Bai sabrina!
Sup tumblrs. Sorry i couldnt blog on the weekend, i found out i must actually have a life xD. Im feeling a little lazy to go into a deep ass blog so i’ll just tell you about my weekend. Friday was an epic fail i actually don’t remember the details so on to saturday. It was my friend sabrinas last day in the bay we stayed out all night in milpitas and did some yadida and blazed in front of my friends house at like 4:30 am lol ughh we go to so high we forgot to say bye to her sooo “Baiii I love you sabrina, I have faith that you’re gonna do alot better in florida”. Sunday was ok juss chilled wit the homies. Now in other news i realized i possibly have minor anxiety, and a guilt y consiounce cause i tend to think people are up to shady buisness cause they’ll say things i would have said in that situation ,but im beginning to think i was just a really good at decieving people, either way tho its in the past. Life continues to surprise me everyday, I hope it doesn’t dissapoint me.
Im scared my relationship may actually work out xD
It’s not about being the cutest couple anywhere.
It’s not about the amount of attention we get from our friends.
It’s not about how many comments we get on pictures on facebook or myspace.
It’s not about matching shirts.
It’s not about the whole world knowing.
It’s not about having everything in common.
It’s not about the sex.
It’s not about seeing each other all of the time.
It’s not about saying “i love you” all of the time.
It’s not about the jealousy or the greed.
It’s about our connection & how our souls intertwine.
It’s about how we face the world every day as ordinary people.
It’s about trusting that everything is going to end up okay somehow.
It’s about finding ourselves within each other.
It’s about bringing eachother up when the other is down.
It’s about believing in one another.
It’s about constant communication vocally & indirectly.
It’s about understanding without needing evidential proof.
It’s about laughing.
It’s about crying.
It’s about gentle care.
It’s about honesty.
It’s about patience.
It’s about learning.
& growing.
& knowing.
& feeling.
& being out of breath.
& your heart racing.
& your stomach floating.
& your feet flying off of the ground.
& never getting tired of it, because at the end of the day
… it’s all worth it.
Lmao I stole this from precious made some changes to my own feelings(ex:the title, and i took out some lines). lol im really feelin this little list of lovely things i think its on the right track. =pp
Yes this is the guy writing these blogs and of courseeee Olivia =]]] <3
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Number one sexxx Yeee =D
On that shit =D
Blog 3 part 2
Now drugs, as most of you knoe im a retired pill poppin beast, pill count of 326 xD. Alot of people look at drugs as evil and look down on the people who take them. If you ask me i don’t blame the drugs i blame the people. Just because you do a drug doesnt make you a terrible person. It all depends how you use it and whether you abuse it. I mean think about it if you pop hella pills everyday of course your brain is gonna get fucked or you may die. But the same goes for mc donalds if you eat mc donalds everyday you’re body is gonna get fucked over, but you dont see people hella looking down on mc donalds customers like they’re scum. Now granted, drugs tend to be more addicting than say mc donalds but thats up to the person to decide whether they have the will power and control to take on something such as ecstacy or weed. Over all Im just saying drugs aren’t all that bad society just paints it that way because they are really easy to fall to far into and would like to prevent people from doing so. If you ask me i think everyone should try a drug at least once if they feel they have enough will power not to abuse it. After all we only live once so we should experience all parts of life. So all and all drugs are not that bad but i don’t reccomend heavy usage because too much of anything is bad, make sure you are resposible to control your habits if you want to take part in it. And don’t judge someone on what they do for their hobbies, judge them on their acheivements =] Just because someone does drugs doesn’t make them a failure.Now Im not condoning drug use, i just don’t want people to be under a false reality. See through what the world paints for you, it’s your own world. I may self may party hard and stay up all night but i know damn well im going to handle my responsibilites the next day. Live Life to the fullest all day and don’t lose sight of your ambition. =D thats my policy
